The 2 faced power machine

Life is war.  A constant struggle to be the bigger man.   My ultra conservative brother expresses the reason of being in war with Jihadists is because they have always been “a violent people”.  So there is no answer.  If the justification for American hostility, is past aggressions, then this whole situation isintentionally designed as a never ending war.  Religion craves a demon.  If a president can declare a war on Terror, then we can declare war on Religion.  It is just as rediculous.  I am ashamed to be unintentionally associated with a terrifying child killing profiteering torcher ridden war, because of my lack of convictions to do anything about it.

2036

So, the Great Seal of the United States depicts 13 levels of bricks leading up to the “eye”, or more rather the unfinished gap before the eye. Each layer denotes a 20 year cycle (see also: 20 year death cycle of American presidents). The leaders who worship Moloch perform a ritual every 28 years titled “The Feast of the Beast” to gain insight and guidance for the upcoming cycle. Taking the established year of 1776 (which also happens to be a significant number of the Beast) and adding 260 years (20×13) brings us to 2036. Well, The Mayan calendar supposedly “ends” on 2012, so that cant be the “end”, right?

I’m not crazy, this world is.

Bursts of insights occur less often, fear of speaking negatively against our leadership in fear of my life and wellbeing keeps my thoughts in line with the cattle. Complacency becomes a safe-haven of bliss. Conformity into the American model of debt is no matter.

Why do we choose to live in such a state of fear and no self value? Why do we slaughter and destroy in order to consume? Compassion is continually being devoured by greed.

Is there any way to change the course? Does talking about it accomplish anything? There has to be more unrest and dissatisfaction.

Software Developer Conspiracy Theory

Early on in my choice of career path, I have had this itch on the back of my scalp creep up whenever the thought crossed my mind about how the higher up on the totem pole you are the less “manual labor” you’ve got on your plate it seems.  How aggravating to the hard working lower class to be stuck pushing rocks.  There are social classes within work groups as well. Even though the team members roles and responsibilities differ slightly, it is the experience and habits that define how easily one is able to complete a task (and how much one gets paid).  There must be a scientific rate of following “Best Practices” to length of “Time to Market”.  I am continually finding new ways to do things, but the more I stick with established techniques the faster I am able to release projects and the less time I need to spend maintaining them.  I have yet to settle on a specific pattern (not even in my financial life, oi) but anxiously await the day when nearly everything of what I do today is almost completely automated. When that day comes, I am able to run circles around the average software developer who is still tripping over his own code because of all the slight inconsistencies.  Now the ethical question is, do I sit on my pedestal and stroke my own ego over “knowing” I’m better than them, or do I spend my time sharing what I’ve learned to those less fortunate?